He sat back in the chair, sighed, "Rowena, it's ...," he paused, "complicated. She thinks she," he frowned, he didn't want to detract, or dismiss her feelings, "she cares for me Barbara, in her words, she loves me. And I ... feel for her, I do." He paused again, he continued, slowly, "Since the augmentations, which saved my life, I haven't felt much of ... anything. Often just a ghost, a flicker of a memory, walking through someone else's life. But with her, now. And in the shittiest possible situation, I feel," he paused again, looking for the word, "alive. It's strange, and exciting, and the thought of losing her, losing this, before we even truly discover what this is, is absolutely terrifying."
He slumped back, closed his eyes a moment, composed himself. And then deadpanned a response to Barbara's infectious smile.
"And you should wipe that shit eating grin off of your face."
He almost laughed, and then his brows furrowed, "Between Vlad and I we came up with a plan, or at least the beginnings of one. We use Rowe's SIN, make some purchases through legit channels, stuff that she'd need while on the run, a car, a change of clothes, things like that. We make those purchases in a controlled environment, where we can limit approach vectors, and collateral damage. The merc's that have to have something watching for her financials to ping, and they can't discount it when it does. They'll come to us, but we'll be waiting, and then we'll take them down, maybe one of them will have info that leads higher up the chain."
He paused, studying Barbara's reaction, "It's dangerous, it could mean sacrificing Rowena's SIN, we'd have to get her a fake one, but I know people who can do that. For a price. At least she doesn't need to be physically present to make the transaction, so she wouldn't be in physical harms way. I've talked about it with her, she's willing to make the sacrifice, to try to get out from under this situation."
"I've been as honest and blunt with her as I can be, and she's making the choice to be here, be with me, with everything that entails. I want to push her away at times, to protect her, despite what I feel, what I hope. But I need to let her make the choice too, don't I?"