[Cynthia Rawson - Sunday June 10th, 2075 - The Digital] #44
Cynthia laughs. "Who's to say that I didn't already find them?" she lets a couple of seconds pass, then adds, more seriously "In this instance however, I was serious when I said I was only looking for fun. Seemed like something I'd enjoy. And I did. But I never had any intention to bring more heat on the head of those people."
She pauses, thinking for a few seconds, then sighs "I won't pretend I'm some kind of hero of justice or whatever. Still, I'd like to be able to look at myself in the mirror in the morning. Not that there's much to see, but..."
She shrugs. "Anyway, I suppose you could say there are some lines I don't intend to cross. And while I perfectly understand why most looking for them to get the reward wouldn't think about it, I don't think this is right."
She laughs self-depracatingly "You may think this is stupid, but from what I saw and read about the shooting at Washington Rec, the wanted man pretty much saved the day. No one, not even KE, claims he shot or injured any officer at Mercy General. But when you look at it, he's wanted like he did and then some. Add to that the nature of the attacks, the explosions here and there, the murder of a suit by an assault team in his home and so on, and you get something that smells awfully like corp business. I don't know the man, but...".
Once again, she pauses, considering "You could say that I'd like him to make it." she chuckles "I don't really know why to be honest. Maybe because I don't think he's a bad guy, in this at least? And that I want to think that I'm one of the "good guys", whatever that means? But then, maybe that's just because any money I make is nice to have, but the bills are paid even if I don't. Maybe I would sing another tune if I had to, and that I'm just an hypocrite. I'd love to think it's not the case but..."
She shakes her head, then realising that Roger can't see it, she adds "Still, things being as they are... I'm sorry, but on this instance, I don't think I would. Help I mean. I won't even try to prevent anyone from finding them, but I don't want them to be found. If you have some contract to look at who the attackers are however..." she continues, amusement clearly audible in her tone "You may have more luck convincing me to do your job.". Sombrely, she finishes "But that would be a hell of a lot more dangerous."