I know. Like I said, I was going for rhetoric and trying to be clever. I have no reason to doubt professionalism so far in game. Everyone has handled themselves well. I often wish my character handled herself with more aplomb. Some of the best reading so far in game has been your interaction with the bar, the band, and your girlfriend. I also liked Kitty's asides in Japanese (lived in Tokyo for a few years), Trance's mother (whom I like more than the father so far for obvious reasons). I can see Cheshire working into his obstacles and I look forward to seeing them overcome. He does not look like a guy who gives up easily. I can also see a volatile highball brewing between Duck and Slim. Looking forward to see what comes out of that.
I have hopes to develop my character and modify her interaction as game goes on and she establishes things like trust and such, but I feel I have not really brought any of that to the table yet and hope to do so.
I have also been posting on the OOC about her, but really I should be letting the narrative drag it out of her so that you guys can make your own conclusions. Like I said, I'm an over-communicator.