She looked at the ork, his features becoming distorted, hellish. "'m arrigh. Jus' need a hour 'a 'lax." She struggled to pronounce the last word again, "relax. Cash ya affa da'." Too late she realized that when she had taken Zen before, it had been in a fairly controlled atmosphere. This was anything but controlled, and far from familiar. If she didn't find someplace more contained that she could crash soon, it could get ugly. Although, she could let the loa take over, get it's joyride, hopefully keep her out of too much trouble. It would at least be immune to the hallucinations. She pondered this while trying to hurry along the meet so she could get somewhere private and freak out alone.