Ohanzee, lost in his own thoughts, had been merely listening to the thoughts of the others as they spoke their piece. Doc's report on Jäger set gears turning in his head, and he only vaguely followed what was being said as he chased lines of reasoning to their conclusions. But when Ace and Sam nearly came to blows he put those on hold and focused on the group, reviewing in his head what had been said. Sam's aura showed his general defeat, and everyone's aura showed their frustration. The group was not far from tearing itself apart. They were so close to being done with this whole thing, they were expecting to wake up tomorrow in a bed, with a fat credstick, and it had all vanished in an instant. He wasn't entirely sure that it wasn't his fault, so he could sympathize with Sam's apathy, and all of the team's frustration.
"I'm sorry things didn't go the way we'd hoped. I think that spending another night out here is among the last things we had expected. If you want to take your frustration out on someone, take it out on me. It was my plan and even if it weren't, I'm the one you have all counted on to call the shots, so the buck stops with me."
He turned to look at Ace, favoring him with a sympathetic, yet stern, look.
"Ace, you blame yourself for what happened to Sam, and at some level I expect you are trying to prod him in to attacking you so that you can get the punishment you think you deserve, but please, don't poke the bear - as cathartic as fisticuffs might be, it could seriously set back the progress Sam has made in adapting to his new condition."
Sam, in turn, received the same look.
"Sam, apathy is the enemy of life. You want something to do after you set the charges? Be present. You may think of yourself as a hammer, but the reality is that you have a keen mind for spotting weaknesses. You don't have to come up with the ideas, but at least help us find the flaws in the ones we are considering. Help us flesh out the tactical details. And mostly, don't give up. I seriously doubt you want to die any more than the rest of us do, and if you want to focus your rage, I'm sure there's at least one person that is waiting on a little karmic retribution. If you die, you can't deliver. APB still needs justice, and someone called in the hit squad that ended her. If we get out of this with a paycheck, that's the first step toward balancing those scales."
He paused, only briefly, to let his words settle. Now to business.
"Doc, while your digging up useful bits of info, there's a few small details I'd like you to check. One, exactly how violent was our assault on the AF? From the videos, I saw a bunch of property damage, but a notable lack of killing, with the possible exception of your 'acquisition' of a new deck. Jäger intimated that we might have been particularly merciless - truth or fiction? Also, Katsina brings up a good point - the AF should have more information on the material composition of the object than we do. Did APB grab that in her data dump? And, lastly, what is the relationship between the organizations we are considering courting? And what is Jäger's relationship with her peers in those organizations. What are their budgets? I was blindsided by a lack of intelligence there during the 'talks', and I'd like to be better prepared next time."
"From what Doc has grabbed - and thank you for that, by the way - it looks like Jäger has a singular interest in magical studies. Odd for a technomancer, but still not conclusive. If we do make another pass at her, I'd like to know for sure. Also, I'd like to know what Hans does for a living. Power couple, or sugar momma? Again, I'm loathe to bring her family into this, but I also don't want to be caught with my pants down if her husband is a power player as well. I think we went in a little under-prepared last time, thinking it'd be an easy score. We need to treat this like a run, and make sure we are fully prepared before we try again."
What else, what else, what else? Oh, yeah.
"Ace, have you checked your messages recently? Any word from your handler?"
The talking had required quite a bit of breathing, and the cold, dry air had left his throat and mouth dry and aching. He drank the water he had, now cold, and grabbed whatever was still left from dinner just to warm his throat. We need coffee or tea. Or hot chocolate, that would be best.