Robyn's mind tortures her. She is on a table being cut again and again. The smiling face above her is enjoying every snippet of pain, every anguished scream, and every drop of blood shed by her victim. The room is awash in blood.....her blood, and the table is covered in it. The next cut comes and she shrieks in absolute, soul-wrenching terror. Then blessed darkness and nothing.
She wakes up feeling a bit groggy. OK, a lot groggy. She tries to move, but is restrained. Her first sensation is one of near panic and her first impulse is to scream. A soft voice tries to calm her, but her mind does not register that. Then blessed darkness and nothing.
She wakes up feeling a bit groggy. A steady beeping comes from somewhere off to her left. Her fogged mind filters the noise and identifies it as the sounds from two medical monitors. By the different tones, she can identify both devices, recognizing them as an ISO 45Q7 and an EVO Centralia Biserver and somehow knowing that both were obsolete nearly a decade ago. Then her mind catches up to her memory and she realizes that she CAN actually filter the noises and tell which monitor is which. The impact of this dawns on her; she can hear. She tries to move and finds that though she is still restrained, she does have a small range of motion in her arms, while her legs are still tightly secured. Robyn tries to reach out with her olfactory and tactile senses and gets nothing more than what would be normal. Before she can panic again, she hears a soft voice, "Ah. My patient is awake again. Are you at least semi-rational or do I need to sedate you some more?"
Robyn considers the words and the voice. She does not detect anything malicious and then the name that matched the voice comes to her. "Doc Dicer. No, you do not need to sedate me, but I am not sure how rational I am. Some real drek was done to me. You were fixing me up. I have my hearing back, but nothing else. Did something go wrong?"
She feels the touch of a hand on her arm as first one then the rest of her restraints are removed. "Yes, I am Dicer and yes I am fixing you, or more correctly I am fixing your implants. And some things went horribly wrong. You are one seriously fragged up woman. It is bad enough that I have to deal with the sort of drek I found inside you, but I also had to deal with you fighting me every step of the way. Even unconscious, you resisted almost every move I made, as if your body itself was remembering. I can and have done near-miracles on your body and your implants, but in my considered opinion, you will need some intensive mental therapy."
"Now, your ears were the easiest to fix and they are back on line and should be working perfectly. Do you detect any differences in what they were before?"
The doctor's calm voice is more reassuring than Robyn had thought it would be. Dice says just the right things at the right time to defuse another panic attack and she recognizes an extremely good bedside manner. She reaches out with her ears and gives them a good run before responding. "No, The ears are working perfectly and the wireless functionality is spot on. But what about the rest? I cannot seem to pick up or turn on anything other than my ears."
"That is because I have blocked them for the time being. Don't worry; I have repaired or replaced, well mostly replaced, all of your stuff that was on the list you gave me. The deck was a fragging bitch to replace, though, and I have spent a lot of your money. I had to have help with some of it, although you will be billed at a discount for that. There are a surprising number of people that are impressed with what you did. Hardly anyone likes anyone else in the Warrens, but Melissa is pretty much universally hated and let's just say that you have some friends here. Might not mean much, but there it is anyway. To get back on point, your body was apparently still under some small effect of Pax's drugs and started rejecting what I was putting in so I had to be very careful with the devices. You were under the knife for a long time; much longer than I would have thought possible. I will turn your devices on one at a time and let you get used to them again, but you have to promise to let me know if you cannot access what I am turning on, which would mean that I have to go back in. Ready?"
Robyn reaches a hand out to touch the doctor's sleeve. "Wait. How long have I been out and have you heard anything from Calista?"
The silence from the other woman is deafening, then she softly responds. "You have been here for three weeks, dear, almost all of it unconscious. Calista has not been by, but she sent a friend to check on you. Her name is Iris. I did not let her stay for more than a few minutes. I will send a message to her when you feel ready to talk to her." The doctor wipes at the tears that start falling from Robyn's dead eyes. "Now, enough of that. Time for tears later. You would not have wanted her to see the agony you were going through, would you? Now pick an implant and I will turn it on."
It takes almost another two weeks before all of the implants are turned on. Two need additional work and Doc Dicer puts Robyn in restraints to do the cutting, which turns out to be a good idea as her patient's body does not take the cutting well. After that, a few more days sees all of Robyn's implants back on line and working perfectly. Iris comes to visit twice but does not provide any information about the whereabouts or condition of Calista, nor does she stay long. The doctor advises plenty of rest and practice with the implants and Robyn, being a surgeon herself, recognizes the value of the diagnosis and complies.