Alyce lifts her head and smiles. "Is that what you think, Al? That I can't or don't want to play hardball? I was not crying for that fragging Azzie cheapo chump hacker. He got what he deserved. No, I was crying for all the people he killed. And feeling a bit guilty, too, I suppose. I did not like Bhaozhai, but she did not deserve to die. That way or any way. Our last words were not nice ones and I do regret that. Nothing I can do about that. I have caused people to die before through my actions, like those men that attacked us in Andoung Tuek. But this was the first time I had purposely set up a kill and then tricked a man into doing what I wanted so I could kill him. That was different, and a bit.........scary. Not crying about it, but a bit surprised that I could do such a thing."
"I.......I was trying to tell you that so you could see that I am not always a nice person. I do not want to be on the level of some of the people I have known, but I can now see that I am not so far apart as I had thought."
She pauses to put her thoughts together. "As to the rest, I do not know how to explain it well, I guess. Perhaps it is something that you need to experience to really understand. In some ways all of this is a game. A very dangerous game this time out, but mostly because of the shaman, not the opposition. Yes, the hacker tried to kill us and did kill a lot of people through his actions, but that is not normal behavior. So either Senor did not know about what his man did or something has changed how he is reacting to this expedition. Believe it or not, this very much is an honor-among-thieves sort of thing. Our group of associates is incredibly small. There is every chance that my next job offer will come from the Azzies and perhaps from Senor himself. If so, I would seriously consider taking the job and we would work together. It really is that simple."
"Yes, there have been times when teams have resorted to various means to get to a prize first or to take it before it is delivered. Such things rarely end in violence, however. Al, I am not making this drek up. I have lived in this environment, with teams just like this one, for over thirty years. Trust me. Be prepared, but trust me." She pauses for a few moments, then touches both of her upper arms. "As for the last bit. I belong to EVO and I also belong to the Russian Vory. My life is sworn to both groups and they could call me back at any time and I would go. I have sworn oaths that cannot be broken. The Vory and EVO are my family. They stood up and protected me when I was an infant in my mother's arms and have been there for me at every step of my trek to adulthood and even now. They allowed me to go my own way after I found the Yak assassin that had brought shame to us. That slate was cleared by his torture and execution. At the time, I was considered broken, even by my "family", and they could not see the true potential of what I could be. Frag, I could not see it then, either. They agreed to set me up as a freelance and we set rules that none of us were to break. I was allowed to work for competing corporations and criminal organizations and not ever be required to tell tales on them. At the same time, neither the Vory nor EVO would ever ask me to tell tales. But there is a catch; they could call me back. So far they have not, even though I have proven many times how effective I am. I think that they still consider me broken in some fashion and that it is better to leave me as is than to try to bring me in."