The young corpers form an unobtrusive perimeter around James and Illeana as they exit the water taxi, and Rhodes, while easy with a smile, must be waiting for the other shoe to drop.
"I assume that Bulldog's for us, eh?" James asks, and Rhodes nods in the affirmative.
Even though they're past the point of no return, or at least no immediate return, James briefly questions his life choices that have led to this moment. The Shimko SIN was solid, or at least the best he could do given a paired life on the run, and Illeana was no help in the ID department. Certainly, she made him faster on his feet, and together he feels as though there were few threats they couldn't handle or avoid entirely, but the present situation demanded thinking otherwise.
Still, while worried, James doesn't feel trapped, or more accurately as trapped as most would feel in this situation. He'd rather be with Ares, in some sense back home, than he would in the clutches of any of the other big ten. Ares, after all, has historically been on the right side of history. FireWatch had neutralized the threat of the bug spirits back in Chicago, Ares' relationship with the UCAS government was almost benevolent, and the corporate ethos stressed family, and more importantly community, in an era when most were happy if they could bleed a populace dry of labor and nuyen before moving on. Certainly, those hoops out in Germany may feel the same way about Saeder-Krupp, but this is the UCAS not the AGS.
Or maybe this is his latent programming talking. Some undoubtedly is, but James has done the research, he's looked into "independent" sources, and made up his own damn mind. The facts are what they are, but what really nags at him is if his entire value system is really what's been programmed, not just the facts and figures.
Or maybe it was just a question of the devil you know. Here, at Ares, at least he would be respected, outfitted with all the power of the greatest megacorp on earth behind him,
"and free to pursue their aims with all their fervor as well," he can hear Illeana speaking into the back of his mind.
Well drek.And then there's Rhodes chilling confession, the one instance where his unflappable demeanor almost seemed to crack for a moment, and Illeana's incredulous response.
<<Voluntarily replacement? Voluntary replacement? What sort of man goes to the doc with four good limbs and says, 'Here, chop these off'??>> Well, I might. he has to admit to himself. There wasn't much left to improve, but if Ares offered to outfit him with new ears, would he think twice? He might for Illeana's sake, but he would also undoubtedly think of the weakness of his meat ears when compared to the rest of his near-perfect form, and there were some days when he lamented that there was so little left for him to improve. The cybersingularity seeker in him is already greedily thinking about upgrades to deltaware, or how sweet that could be, and maybe then he could afford some upgrades.
Is this you, James? Really?<<I don't know.>> is all he can manage in reply to Illeana.
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James exits the gym in his Ares Rapid Transit Platinum TekLite workout clothes, a skintight body suit that wicks away moisture and actually has a cooling effect when he perspires. And he's been doing a lot of that. 195kg deadlifts are nothing to sneeze at, and doing so while attempting it is likely to give one a hernia. He pats down his face while he's shown into a small room off the main gym floor where a pair of Ares suits await him. They're both human, wearing the company's finest, and while the man extends his hand, the woman introduces them as Dr. Franklin Ames and Dr. Elizabeth Personette. Surprisingly, for the last few days of James experiences here at the compound, they're not smiling.
"Good to meet you," James says, smiling enough for the whole group, and taking the offered seat.
"Well, I know that you're a busy man, Mr. Case, so we may as well get right down to business, shan't we?" Dr. Personette opens, dismissing any ideas of foreplay before they get to whatever it is that they're after.
"Uh, sure, I guess," he answers,
"but, what exactly is the business we're getting down to?"
"We're going to ask you a series of questions, James. Just answer with the first thing that comes to mind. There are no wrong answers here," she adds, though everyone present knows this to be a lie.
"How do upsetting problems generally make you feel?"
"Uh, upset," James says instinctively, trying to comply, but then feeling as though such an answer isn't really appropriate for the circumstances. Correcting, he adds,
"I tend to be a very solution-oriented person. When problems arise, I find it best to divorce emotion as much as I'm able to, and spend my efforts toward looking for solutions, ideally multiple solutions so that I can pick from any number of workable solutions as a matter of process."
"When you get angry do you have trouble staying in control?"
"No." James mind flashes back to New Orleans, and his late night walkabout after that tiff with Illeana, but that wasn't really "out of control" was it?
"How do you typically deal with failure?" the man breaks in, rattling the question off with unsettling speed.
"May I have a glass of water?" James asks, patting his brow with this monogrammed towel.
"Later, agent Case," Dr. Personette replies.
"Please answer the question."
"I don't like to fail," James admits.
"I mean, I like to think that I'm here because I had such a good record with Ares before I lost my memory, and while every mission cannot be successful, I'd like to think that my missions can be successful."The days of psychologists scribbling in notepads is long gone, but James can see it in their eyes. They're scribbling down drek on him right now with their DNI, and looking smug as if they had some legal pad out in front of them while they did so.
"Have you ever been deliberately cruel to an animal?" the woman asks, adjusting her glasses.
"Not that I remember, but isn't that a thing little twisted kids do?" James says.
"I mean, I shot a behemoth, but that wasn't to be cruel. It was trying to kill Illeana. . . Oh, and I shot a juggernaut, but it was trying to eat me, so I don't think that counts." Dr. Personette looks up over her glasses, and James again questions his life choices.
"Would you consider yourself subjectively firm or objectively flexible?" Dr. Ames asks in his clipped way, though even he seems thrown by the last exchange..
"Objectively flexible. Definitely," James says, certain that this, at least, is a correct answer.
"Would you rather ride on a train, dance in the rain, or feel no pain?" Dr. Personette asks, eyeing him closely.
"Uh, what?" James asks, caught off guard.
"No, no, you don't need to repeat yourself. Umm, feel no pain, I guess.
"Thank you for your time, Mr. Case. You'll find water and a Typhoon shake waiting for you in the locker room."
"Is that it?"
"No, I'm afraid not. We'll complete the battery later this afternoon, after some additional training."The Typhoon shake acts as James lunch, which keeps him from feeling bogged down in the way that a 3000 calorie meal would, and after he rehydrates, James returns to the gym for some light sparring and FireFight kata exercises. None of his "opponents" offer much resistance --
Why are they going easy on me by sending these hoops in on me? he wonders, and he finishes the afternoon with some heavy calisthenics and free weight work before finding himself back in the little room with the doctors.
Again, they waste little time before starting the battery.
"It’s your birthday. Someone gives you a calfskin wallet. How do you react?" Dr. Personette opens.
"I say thank you," James answers immediately.
"That is a very extravagant gift, if for a rather superfluous piece of personal attire, and I don't know that I'm the kind of man who would really appreciate such a thing, but it would be a very nice gesture to say the least."
"You’ve got a little boy. He shows you his butterfly collection plus the killing jar. What do you do?"
"I'd inspect his collection," James says.
What the drek, are they trying to see if I get weepy about a bunch of dead bugs?! In other news, James has been reading up on parenting, for what purpose is unclear, even to him, but at least he has something to add here.
"Specifically, I would see if he had any rare specimens that I may be able to comment on, you know for encouragement. I may be a bit put off by the killing jar, but that would depend on whether or not he seemed to think that the killing jar was the 'cool' part of the whole thing, ya know? The butterflies would be objectively beautiful and valuable in their own right. The killing jar is simply a means to that aim. If my boy felt otherwise, we may need to have a talk about that." They scribble like mad, mentally anyway.
"You’re watching the trid. Suddenly you realize there’s a wasp crawling on your arm. What do you do?"
"I stay still until it moves. Then I smash it."
"You’re in a desert walking along in the sand when all of the sudden you look down, and you see a tortoise, it’s crawling toward you. You reach down, you flip the tortoise over on its back. The tortoise lays on its back, its belly baking in the hot sun, beating its legs trying to turn itself over, but it can’t, not without your help. But you’re not helping. Why is that?
"Why would I flip the tortoise?" James asks, confused.
"It's best if you don't question the scenarios, agent Case. Just answer the question please," Dr. Personette says.
"I find this to be a difficult question to answer," James says.
"Maybe I would want to see how it reacted? Maybe I wanted to know how a creature evolutionarily designed to live in just such a place could cope with outside influences beyond its control. Maybe, I dunno, I guess that's it."
"Describe in single words, only the good things that come into your mind about your mother.""You do know that I don't know my mother, right?" James says, perhaps a bit more sharply than he intended. They stare at him, waiting for an answer.
"I mean, I think my parents took us to the lake as kids. Maybe? If they did then--"
"Single words, agent Case."A bit flustered James bursts out,
"Vacant. Nada. Absent. Empty fraggin' space. Nothing. No one.
"Gone. She's gone."Again, James has barely finished speaking before Dr. Ames drills in with the next question.
"You're reading a magazine. You come across a full-page nude photo of a girl. You show it to your girlfriend. She likes it so much, she hangs it on your bedroom wall. The girl is lying on a bearskin rug. How do you react?"Are my sexual preferences part of the test? James barely resists the urge to say so, but knows the only answer would be that he should answer the question.
"I would probably like that. At first. Later, I dunno, later maybe I would feel threatened by it. I mean, a woman is one thing I can't be for her, right? Like, the one thing I can't do."
"You impregnant a woman who runs off with your best friend, then decides to terminate the pregnancy. What do you do?" Dr. Personette's question is so ridiculous that James has to suppress a laugh, which at least brings him back to his senses a bit.
"I would be hurt. Temporarily, at least, it would be awful. And a year, maybe two down the line, I'd think I'd dodged a bullet. There's some expression, I don't know where it comes from, but it goes: if you lend a chummer twent nuyen, and you never see him again, it was money well spent. They'd both have saved me from the other."
"You're watching a stage play. A banquet is in progress. The guests are enjoying an appetizer of raw oysters. The entree consists of boiled dog stuffed with rice. The raw oysters are less acceptable to you than a dish of boiled dog. Why is that?"James considers the question a bit before answering.
"Probably because I'm not the one eating it. Watching someone else eat oysters is not the most appetizing experience, but watching someone pretend to eat dog is the same as watching the pretend to eat horse, or t-bone, or stuffed quail. The playwright must have chosen dog for a reason, and I think I would be cognitive of that fact, but as for personal acceptance from the audience, yeah, oysters can look gross."
"Thank you again, agent Case" Dr. Personette says standing.
"We'll be in touch."
"Hey, anything I can do to help, right?" James says, with his easy smile, ready to get back to his room, to Illeana, and to a real meal for once today.