Bryant reached out, took Rowena's hand in his, various tactile sensors in his poly-carbon and myomer hand simulated the sensation of touch. It felt as though he was holding a bird, it was vibrant, alive, but so delicate and fragile. He leaned forward, closed his eyes, accessed the wireless feed on Rowe's bio-monitor, watched the information scroll across his field of vision. He breathing was regular, as was her heart beat, th-thump, th-thump, rhythmic, steady.
For whatever reason, he took some small measure of joy in that, despite the chaos that had surged around her, she had survived.
"When I hit the Rec this morning, you were so ...," he paused, whispering so as not to disturb her, he knew he was talking, didn't know why, didn't stop either, "... alive, so vibrant. The way you treated folks, treated me, the smile. The energy." His lips turned up at the memory, "I thought it was fake, at first. Thought you were fake, a plant, there to distract me." He sighed, "Sometimes I feel like I'm just a memory, an echo, of someone else, someone who's already passed on. And there you were ..."
He wasn't sure who he was talking for, her, him, or the him he had used to be ... before.
"When the gunmen hit, you tried to save me," he opened his eyes now, looked at his hand, his thumb was moving of it's own accord, gently travelling back and forth across the back of her hand, "took a bullet for me." He paused, "I told Aisha that that's a debt a man can never repay, but it's more than that." A deep breath, "I was scared. In the middle of the fire fight, I got scared. Not for me ... not for my associates ... my friends. I got scared for you. A stranger."
He looked down at his own arm, cold, matte black, poly carbon, and housed within a carbon steel laser edged blade. "I killed one of the gunmen today, put him down, and didn't feel anything. I watched the light fade from his eyes. It meant nothing. But you ...," he turned his head, looked towards her beautiful face, peaceful, calm, radiant, "seeing your blood on the boardwalk. On my hands."
"I need you to pull through this Rowe."
"Please ..."