[Cynthia Rawson - Sunday June 10th, 2075 - Dante's Inferno, VIP Suite] #114
Cynthia laughs a bit "Oh I love challenges, and I do have real excitement from time to time. You propose powerful allies, but the triads as enemies. Unless you're far more powerful than you let on, I don't think even you would believe that to be a fair exchange. You say you will improve people's lives, but for selfish reasons: you do it to earn their loyalty and have them become your army. To them, would it be anything more than changing one master for another? With the added twist of hypocrisy? Anyone can make promises, what would make yours better than the triads?"
She sighs "I know, I'm difficult to convince. And believe it or not, I'm not doing it to piss you off, but I have the luxury to choose my jobs, and that's something I intend to do carefully. I know that in most cases, you'd just wave nuyens, and it'd be done but I need more than that. I don't think I'd be the only one and for those like me who would want more than nuyens, do you think anyone would believe in you, in your goals, with what you told me? Right now, it's have the triads as enemies by getting people under their foot to have an army to achieve unknown goals you may not agree to. In my place, would that make you dream? When you love challenges, there's something very important, at least if you want to stay alive: know your limits, and roughly where you're going." she shakes her head "I know my limits, and I know I certainly can't afford to piss the triads off. Even with your help. For something I know nothing about. Were the situation reversed, would you find something in what you said, the necessary spark, that would make you want to take those risks?"
Standing up, she finishes her glass, and puts it on the table "Maybe it's possible, I don't know... Maybe anyone would find me too cautious. Maybe you'd love to jump in the unknown. And yes, I'll admit it's exciting. But there are limits, and what you said up to now is insufficient for me, you'd have to share more. Even if that seems to be your problem I guess, like my being such an introvert may be mine." she shrugs "Well, all this is true regarding the triads, but I could work on your other stuffs if you still want it. It would be a start, a way for you and me to learn how to work with each other. A way for you to be more comfortable to tell me more about this triad job. Maybe to make your dream, my dream or at least to want to be a part of it, who knows? It's your choice anyway. Like I said, you can take some time to think about it, while we go back to Tanya."
With a small smile, almost apologetic, she adds "But I won't run after you for this. You got me once with the concert, but it won't work many times. Not for serious stuff like that anyway. You have to convince me, not the other way around." she groans, almost amused "But well... At this point you probably think it'd be easier and faster to just find a hacker who'd want nuyens and be done with it. Can't say you'd be wrong to be honest... But would it be better than someone who believes in what you want to achieve?"
Unless Marissa has anything to add, Cynthia will go find Tanya, avoiding any other people who would want to talk to her as long as she can pretend it's not her they're talking to.