Saturday, August 2nd, 2076
While Al was occupied with getting the boat into deeper water, Alyce and Grace had shucked their clothes and applied oil to each other before walking to the front portion of the deck and laying down on towels. The 800 pound gorilla on the deck is what had happened the previous evening and Grace seems a bit reluctant to get into a discussion of what she had done. Alyce lets things brew for a half hour then rolls over to face the young woman.
“Grace, it seems that you are talking about everything except what you really want to talk about. Come, we are both adults. What do you need to let out?”
Grace looks at the Keeb and gulps a couple of times. She blushes a bit as her eyes roam down Alyce’s body and hers reacts in an extremely maddening manner. In the light of day, she is a bit uncomfortable with how she had behaved in the evening and a lot uncomfortable with what she had done in bed with Alyce. She is even a bit uncomfortable with the present situation, knowing that not only Al, but everyone else that passes by them can see her naked body, even if she is laying on her stomach. After all, good girls just don’t do these things and she has been raised to be just that; a good girl. Her mind is warring with itself on just why she is doing this. It is not like these people are forcing her to act the role of a tart, but on the other hand, she has never felt so alive in her life. It is all so very bloody confusing. Finally, she takes a deep breath and says, “I am not sure I should be here.”
Alyce sighs as she hears what she had wonders was the problem. “Here with us on the boat or here with us on the boat naked?”
“Uh, a bit of both, actually. I am so bloody confused at what is happening. Yesterday I was simply working a job as a hire car driver and today I am the girl that was very nearly naked in a public restaurant, who was truly naked in the room of her clients, who went to be with another woman for the first time in my life, and who is laying naked on a boat deck where the client and anyone with a nice set of binocs can see me. This is not me………or, rather, is not the me I was raised to be.”
Alyce nods. “Were you uncomfortable at the restaurant, or in the room, or in the bed?”
Grace blushes even more. “Hell no. I loved it. I felt so………………so liberated and free of the fetters of my upbringing. I actually enjoyed the sense that men were looking at me and trying to see up the frock to get a look at my………well, at me. And I almost did not notice that I was naked when Al was in the room. And, most of all, I have never experienced or enjoyed sex as much as I did with you. That was simply amazing and I don’t know if I…………if I am now a lesbian or bi or what. And it is all so very confusing.”
Alyce puts a hand on Grace’s arm. The girls blushes a bit more but does not pull away. “See? Just like that. My mind is telling me that I should be pulling away, but all my body and heart want to do is lean over and kiss you.”
Alyce smiles. “I am certainly not going to stop you if you want to do that, but I do understand what you are saying. About forty years ago I was in a similar place in life. I was raised to be a “good” girl and my first and only sexual experiences were with the man I was going to marry. Sex was not even in the equation until after I got an engagement ring on my finger. Looking back, he was barely adequate in bed, but I did not have the experience to know differently and so was quite happy. My life changed a lot in the period of one evening, just as yours has, but my experience was rather violent. The story itself is not really meant for now, but the effect is. I might have lost my mind over the things I did to survive and get justice for what was done to me. For a while I became a total tramp, even working in a strip club and prostituting myself. I told myself at the time that I was doing it all for a reason and that I would probably kill myself after it was all over. Fortunately, my mind took a different tack and I realized that I could either be horribly angry with myself and feel abused enough to end it all, or I could learn to live with myself and be comfortable in my skin. I chose the latter and embraced who I had become. Now you get to make the same choice. You can look back on these two days with regret and hate us and hate yourself for doing these things and go back to being the “good” girl you were raised to be. Or you can embrace the real you that you have now discovered and learn to be comfortable with that. The choice is ultimately yours to make and, really, only you can make it. Before you get too wound up, though, I think that you should ask yourself if what you have experienced was good.”
Grace frowns at Alyce’s words and is a bit shocked at first. By the time Alyce finishes, though, she has given some thought to what the Elf has said and nods. “Fair enough, and well said, Alyce. It certainly gives me something to think about. Thank you. I hope that it was not hard to talk about your past? I assume that you did not get married?”
Alyce nods slowly. “Yes. My fiancée was killed after watching his assassin rape me. The road to justice took several years and much pain, but it was ultimately very much worth it to me. That man is one of the few people that I have personally killed in my life and I have to admit that I took a long time doing it, inflicting an extreme amount of pain over that time, and that it was extremely satisfying when it was over. I suppose that makes me a bad person, too, but I have come to live with that as well as everything else I have done since. I have very few regrets in life, and killing him is certainly not one of them.”
Grace shakes her head as she tries to imagine Alyce killing anyone but cannot. “Anyway, you have given me lots to think over. I hope that you will be patient with me.”
“As patient as I need to be, dear Grace. You will come to a decision in your own time, and I am a patient woman.”
Grace goes silent as she tries to digest what has been said and is still in a thinking mode when Al stops the boat and anchors it. Both women hear Al dive into the water from the aft deck. Grace sits up and looks about before standing. “Come on, lets dive in.”
Alyce shakes her head. “No thank you. I have found that oceans and Alyce do not get along very well. I am actually doing quite well enough to just be on such a small boat in such a bloody great amount of water and being out of sight of land is giving me the shakes. I can barely float and cannot really swim at all. Go ahead if you like.”
Grace smiles and nods before diving over the bow of the boat and disappearing under the water. She loves the water and swims like a fish, seeming to be able to hold her breath for an inordinate amount of time. She quickly finds Al under the water and gives him a thumbs up before diving on past him. As unreal as it might sound, Al is almost certain that he saw some small bubbles floating up from a couple of small slits on the side of her neck.