Saturday, August 2nd, 2076
The girls bid Al a good night with Alyce’s eyes letting him know that he is more than welcome to stay. When he is in the other room, Grace leans over to Alyce and whispers, “What the frag did he just say?”
Alyce laughs. “If you are a very, very lucky woman, you will learn to interpret what I call his Guthrieisms. He has a way with words that I am sure is influenced by a mix of where he was raised and all of the places he has been in the world. Loving him has allowed me to make sense of all of that. He was saying that he likes you and that he is not sure where this will lead you, but for now, he accepts you as part of us. If you want to be part of us, that is.”
Alyce turns her body to face Grace on the edge of the bed and puts a hand up to the other woman’s face. “So do you? Do you want to be part of us?”
Grace bites her lower lip as her mind wars with itself. She nods and looks directly at Alyce. “I….I am pretty sure that I have fallen for you. Frag, it all seems so incomprehensible and…….and odd. I feel so strange. My guts are a bit tied in knots and just now and I do not know if I am saying the wrong things or the right. How do you know and what am I doing to you and Al?”
Alyce brushes her hand across Grace’s face. “First off, you cannot come between me and Al. We love each other with a passion that cannot be weakened by someone else coming into the mix. Yes, I said he loves me with a passion. I can feel it every time he touches me and in every word he says to me. I can feel him looking at me. For some reason, there is something going on that keeps him from making the leap to my bed, but he will work through that in time, or he won’t and then neither of us will get to experience that level of joy. But it does not mean that he loves me less. I used to wonder about that. He walked away from me just over eight years ago. No word, no message, no nothing. I was devastated. But now I know that there is something bothering him and that he is trying to work through it. And what is love if it is not giving him everything he needs to work through this problem? So I give him time and encouragement. I continue to let him know that my love is his no matter what he decides, and I continue to hope that he will one day decide that he can talk to me about what happened.”
“The second really important thing that you need to know is that the heart is boundless. I love Al with everything I am, but that does not mean that I cannot love others as well. I have my daughter, Gem, and her fiancee, Lydia……………..and I have you.”
Grace’s eyes get wide as saucers at that and she sucks in a quick breath. “Me? You can love me?”
Alyce leans forward and gives Grace a soft kiss. “Yes, dear Grace, I can love you. There is room in my heart for you and I offer my love to you free of any obligation to accept or discard it or to feel the same way. Are you alright with that?”
Grace pales. “Alright? I…..I really don’t know. It terrifies me, in a way. And it terrifies me that I think I feel the same way about you. I have never felt like this before, with anyone, and I had thought I was in love with both of the guys that I was with. Everything is so strange and different.”
“Yes, but is it a good strange and different or a bad strange and different?”
Grace does not hesitate in her response. “Oh, definitely a good strange and different. But it is still strange and different and I was brought up to be a good girl. That sex between two women is wrong, that flaunting my naked body where strangers could see it is wrong, and that having feelings for a man who is obviously claimed by another woman is wrong. In effect, I am certainly going straight to hell when I die.”
Alyce gently kisses Grace’s eyes and lips. “So do you want me to stop doing this?”
Grace’s breathing is getting shorter. “Noooooo. No.”
Alyce moves a hand to the other woman’s bare breast and fondles it, causing Grace to pant and moan softly. “Or should I stop this?”
Grace can barely breathe and cannot talk so she just shakes her head. Alyce moves her other hand to caress Grace’s upper thigh. “Or this?”
Grace opens her eyes and they are on fire with her desire for Alyce. All doubts flee into the darkness as she cups one of Alyce’s breasts. “Frag no. Don’t stop any of it. If I am going to hell, I will make sure that I do it right and have as much fun as I can.”
She lowers her face to Alyce’s and the two women kiss deeply, then she pulls back a couple of inches. “What about Al? Is this wrong?”
Alyce shakes her head. “No. Al is fine with this. He knows that no matter who I sleep with, or however many I sleep with, that I love him. I will always be in love with Al Guthrie, and nothing can possibly change that. And he knows that. I also know that he wants like hell to be with us right now, making love to us. He is in his shower and I can tell be the way his breathing changed that he is taking the coldest shower possible in an attempt to control the elephant. I have felt how hard he gets with desire and I have detected the differences in his heart beat and breathing when he sees me naked. And now that applies to you as well. He is attracted to your body as he is to mine.”
Grace nods and closes the gap between them a bit. “OK. Wait…..did you say 'how many you sleep with'?”
Alyce laughs and nods as she finishes closing the gap. “That is a story for later. Now, lets take advantage of the time we have.”
Voices cease, but the two are hardly silent as they make love to each other. Finally spent, they curl up together and Grace places a hand on Alyce’s face. “Thank you, Alyce, for everything.” Then, just before falling asleep, she adds, “Would it be alright if I were to love Al just a bit?”
She thinks she hears a soft chuckle from Alyce. “Grace, dear, you may love him as much as your heart can let you. Let him come up with a Guthrieism for that. He might swallow one of his fags.”
Both girls laugh a bit at the thought then fall deeply asleep. So it is that when Al wakes, he hears nothing from the other room except soft breathing. He walks through the connecting door to find the women wrapped up in each other, with a sheet covering their lower legs and nothing else. Alyce has her left leg tossed up over Grace, who is on her back with an arm around Alyce.